21 years of life experiences.
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in Chemical Engineering
God who create me
The people who produced me.
The smile and laughter within me
That makes who i am.
Fiza
I swear that i'll never give up
Only God knows what i want in life.
Till then Be my friend. :)
ipod
University
DSLR Camera
nas. nisa. mya. ayun. nizal. cMa. alfian. syahida. citee. erny. izzah. rafie. eileen. yana. dewi. adi. yat. wan. idiot. huan. hainita. ann. liyana. izfa. dewimalam.
Let bygones be bygones.
querida ~ Are u there?
In the midst of afternoon,
She’s doing nothing but staring at the TV screen
She was all alone
Feeling so depressed
She tried to put herself on
But darkness in her mind was blocking
Back and forth she walks around the house
Wanting to kill the time.
Hoping life would be better
Praying, wishing there’s someone that will help her out.
She had everything she wants in life.
Everything.
But she seems to be missing something.
She felt as if her life was meant to be on her own.
She could be smiling now.
But the next day, the feelings are gone.
She was always confused
Wondering what’s missing in her life.
To others, her life was amusing.
To her, her life was cold and lonely.
Frequently at night, tears are shed.
Tears of loneliness.
Tears crying for help.
She doesn’t seem to understand why she was feeling this way.
She knows that she had a wonderful people around
And she was very contented to have them all.
It might sound silly
But there is something missing actually.
As what people always mention,
Life is not perfect and it’s full of tensions,
The same situation she felt right now.
She wasn’t perfect even though she try to be one.
Watching the rain falling down,
She tries to blind the pain within.
By smiling and laughing with others.
However, she wasn’t there.
Her mind was blank.
Feeling all alone and disheartened.