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The Writer



21 years of life experiences.

Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in Chemical Engineering

God who create me
The people who produced me.
The smile and laughter within me
That makes who i am.
Fiza

I swear that i'll never give up
Only God knows what i want in life.

Till then Be my friend. :)


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Monday, October 01, 2007

Cast Down

Stop looking at me.
I'm serious about this.
You making me feel irritated now.

Omg. What's wrong with me?!
That every time when u saw me.. u and ur friends will give me that look?
What's wrong!
How i wish u will read this post of mine
and tell me the reason for having that stare when u saw me!

Look.. I don't need all that staring.
At first i felt casual about it but now i feel worse.
Stop it please.

Sadly i feel worse at school.
Damn worse.
Felt as if im losing my friends.
I don't know y.
However, I'm happy on the other hand. Indeed very happy when I'm with him.
What's wrong with me?
Again i felt the mixture of affectivity.
Maybe its been a long time since im consider someone's.

I'm very sorry. This entry is not trying to make someone sad.
Really sorry ya.
U know me right? I know u trust me.

Sometimes i don't really know what's wrong with me.
I'm sad. I'm dead. I'm happy. I'm elated. I'm excited. I'm sick. I'm crazy.
I need time. Need time to get myself back again. I can't wait to be busy.
Mayb by that time i won't be like this anymore.

I miss all of you anyway.
I miss so many people.
I miss you even more when u are not around.

Omg. I really need a physciatrist.

Not feeling well. Kinda sick both in physical and mentally.
I need a lot and a lot of rest. But too many things inside my head.
I wanna be free but i wasn't sure how.

Please friends. I need you. Please dear. I need you.
Please. Please. Please make me feel right again.

Eileen said I look more cheerful this semester.
You think so? LOL. i think its true.
Indeed I'm incrediblely happy!
Thanks for everything.

I can't imagine life without u.

Ms curly out : 7:52 PM

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