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21 years of life experiences.
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in Chemical Engineering
God who create me
The people who produced me.
The smile and laughter within me
That makes who i am.
Fiza
I swear that i'll never give up
Only God knows what i want in life.
Till then Be my friend. :)
I'm not sure y am i acting this way.
I'm tired.
I dun wanna feel this way either.
It just keep coming.
Not sure why.
I'm sorry for venting out.
I'm sorry for talking about my sorrows all the time.
I'm tired of doing the same thing over and over again.
I'm tired of going through all this.
I know there's no such thing as continuous happiness.
But I just wanna be free.
I'm tired.
Just leave me. I need time.
Just leave me. I wanna be alone.
Just leave me. I can't bear to face everything all over again.
I know I was the fire.
I didn't meant to be one.
I'm trying.
I'm not sure what virus came through me.
I keep falling sick.
This is my shit.
I'll mend it.
I hate promises.
I won't keep.
You won't keep.
They won't keep.
I wanna be alone.
I'm not sure about swinging to someone for help.
I'm strong.
I hate it.
Doing it over and over again.
Things won't be easy.
Up
Down
Left
Right
Everywhere
I need to be strong.
To move on.
Dreams. I have tons of dreams.
If I were to explain about how I can achieve them.
No one would believe me.
I know I would.
It can take me years searching for them.
But I know I will somehow.
I know somehow what I dream will come true.
Dreams are something that we can achieve
or will achieve if we work progressively towards them.
I may not get it now.
But I will later on in life.
I know God is always listening.
Listening to my prays.
Only God knows what I want in life.
I love God.
He is the only one that listen to me.
He is the only one that believe that I can achieve all my dreams.
Even how hard life is for me, I know I will never give up.
I know somewhere out there, there will be light shining towards me.
It will all get better in time.
I know sorries, just wouldn't do it,
I'm trying to travel through
But it's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns grey, and the water from the rain, washes progress away.