21 years of life experiences.
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in Chemical Engineering
God who create me
The people who produced me.
The smile and laughter within me
That makes who i am.
Fiza
I swear that i'll never give up
Only God knows what i want in life.
Till then Be my friend. :)
ipod
University
DSLR Camera
nas. nisa. mya. ayun. nizal. cMa. alfian. syahida. citee. erny. izzah. rafie. eileen. yana. dewi. adi. yat. wan. idiot. huan. hainita. ann. liyana. izfa. dewimalam.
Let bygones be bygones.
3 years had passed.
Suddenly everyone stood up and started to move on.
Move on to the next life.
Out of sudden in the midst of moving,
I came to realise that I am just a step ahead to cross the line of this life.
All the memories that lasted for 3 years twirl around my head.
The friendships, The crazyness, The enthusiastic, The willing and unwillingness to go to school.
Every tiny bits moments seems like a diamond.
It didn't felt the same as when I left Yusof Ishak.
Perhaps, its due to maturity.
Things are different now. It was still fresh in my memory when I first met Joyce and Eileen.
They are the two girls whom I first talk to. Joyce was a bit distance at first. The way she talked to me but after a while, the conversation starts to move.
Eileen is the bubbly girl. That's my first impression of them both.
After which I came to know Hainita, Ying Huan and finally Yvonne.
Hainita was all the way smiling, Ying Huan, she's the "ah lian", Yvonne was the quiet one.
Slowly I began to talk to the guys and everyone in the class.
Being the only malay girl in the stage B doesn't bothers me at all.
I wasn't neglected even a bit.
The bond we had was terrific.
There's this moment when I was walking, only GOD knows when,
all I know that I was only Year 1, I saw this particular guy.
After the heartbreaking years in Yusof Ishak, I had never really "look" at guys.
Somehow, things change me completely. Joyce said I was giving them a cold look.
It seems that I was holding this sign, "Not interested."
It may be seems that way, but I know that deep inside me,
how I wish I could be hold by someone I love.
Days passed by, I started to know my another group of friends.
The crazy ones. It started with Irsyad.
I began to know everyone by then except him.
It started with hello somehow I get through him.
There's when everything started.
I never regret knowing anyone of my friends.
You guys are one of the best thing happened in my life.
It was never the same if I were not to know anyone of you.
The support you guys gave, the smile and laughter irregardless of me being up or down.
The helping hands, The encouragements.
It was such a bliss.
Especially him.
I remember told him that we should be together after graduation.
I wasn't ready then caused we were blocked by so many problems.
However, if we were to stick that way, I don't think this "crazy" love might happened.
Nothing will happened. Further, I wouldn't be able to be this close with the "crazy ones"
Last day of school.
You're just different from all other guys that I've known and came across.
My sun wouldn't shine without you.
You don't have to try so hard for me to love you.
You had me at hello!
I love you with all my heart.
Dedicating Hello by Beyonce.
To everyone that came into my life.
"If I need you, you will be here
You will make the sacrifice
Don't fly me away
Don't need to buy a
diamond key to unlock
my heart
You shelter my soul
You're my fire when I'm cold"