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The Writer



21 years of life experiences.

Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in Chemical Engineering

God who create me
The people who produced me.
The smile and laughter within me
That makes who i am.
Fiza

I swear that i'll never give up
Only God knows what i want in life.

Till then Be my friend. :)


I Want


ipod
University
DSLR Camera


I Listen



I Read

nas. nisa. mya. ayun. nizal. cMa. alfian. syahida. citee. erny. izzah. rafie. eileen. yana. dewi. adi. yat. wan. idiot. huan. hainita. ann. liyana. izfa. dewimalam.

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Free Speech


The Past

Let bygones be bygones.

hits

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

As the days passed, it feels heavier and heavier.
For some reason, my heart seems aching every hour pass.
At some point, it became a breaking down moment.
Is it meant to be mood swing?
Or Is it meant to be something that I've been kept thinking about?
I have no idea. I wanted to break loose the tension I had inside me.
Whenever I tried to, I would just break down.
When the world keep spinning, my head spins as well.

But I'm glad and contented that there are people who seems to provide me with motivational support.
I feel relieved even it only last for a moment before I'll be my own self AGAIN.
He said that I should stop thinking. But I can't help it dear. I am alone in some part of the day, every day especially during break. That's the time when I would make my mind wander.

I even put some people down due to the mood I am experiencing. I'm sorry.
It hurts me. I don't want to be this way. I need help. Really.
Please be by my side. Please make me smile and laugh. Please ensure that I am happy.
I hate the fact that I'm faking some of my smiles and laughter.

I'm not sure what's going on with me.
Perhaps I'm just experiencing a post-graduation pessimism.

However, atleast I'm glad that those kids do make me smile.
Really smile sincerely.

My heart beat twice upon seeing you.
I do know why I was blushing when you appeared just now.
I guess it's been a while. I miss you.

I want Ipod Touch too.
It has always been in my wanting list. You're making me jealous. :'(

Ms curly out : 9:26 PM

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