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The Writer



21 years of life experiences.

Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in Chemical Engineering

God who create me
The people who produced me.
The smile and laughter within me
That makes who i am.
Fiza

I swear that i'll never give up
Only God knows what i want in life.

Till then Be my friend. :)


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Let bygones be bygones.

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Sunday, March 07, 2010


I had a recollection of all the things happened last year. A terrible roller coaster ride made a great impact on me and makes me see life in a new perspective. I came to realised that having problems in life is indeed a blessing. I was force into few crossroads before I've finally went on a straight road. Those crossroads made me learn to love myself more.
I did came to a point that I decided to get stuck in the middle of the crossroad and stop thinking about which side to choose. Life was completely unfair for the first time. Things just refused to go my way. Things that I've planned refused to abide. When everyone around you is moving on, life seems darker than ever. I was stuck, hanging in the air wondering which road to choose after one and other collapsed on me. Tears running out without end with life just seems to come to an end. However, I was blessed with a wonderful family, with my mama and papa who would wake and shake me every time, I breakdown and tell me that I should keep searching for the gold HE's been keeping for me. Dear was there when I needed him the most, when I cried, he's the one who carry me up and tell me every single day that I can do it. That is the time, I also realised that being in love wasn't as easy when he left me to serve the nation. But being apart from him, makes my love for him and myself even stronger than ever. It was such a great breakout when I finally find my way out from the darkness and let everything free. I realised that I've found my way back after went through a rough maze.

And then I realised,
"Sometimes you need to be apart from someone you love, but that doesn't mean you love him any lesser. Sometimes it even makes you love him even more."

Being apart from him, do makes me realised how much he meant to me, how much I long for him. Nobody else can make me feel this way.

"Look inside your heart and you'll find me whenever I'm not there with you."
I love you baby.
Thank you for your love.
You're just like a dream to me.

Ms curly out : 12:21 PM

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